In Love Again

A couple months ago I fell in love with my wife, maybe for the first time. We were married for a decade and had four wonderful children. Then I fell in love (hard) with a young lady I worked with, who was a friend of the family. My affair never became sexual, but I lost my heart for way, way too long.

Before things got too out of hand, we were discovered. But it took me two years to get over the loss, and in the meantime, my wife left me. Six months after she left me, I fell in love with her again, and my world changed.

Am I scum? I certainly behaved as such. Do I deserve her back? Only insofar as I have changed my heart towards her, and can do what it takes to win her heart.

She says she is willing. But she has to fall in love with me, too. And that's going to take some serious work on my part.

Let's see how it goes...